anger over her guilting me for months over cancelling her relatively free vacation to see me because I watched my terminal gradfather die the day before her flight was to fly in.
you know how awful it was to check the pulse of my grandfather because my hysterical mother couldn't do anything and then I had to go out into the fucking orchard to console your dumb ass unable to comprehend that you probably shouldn't get on a plane to meet me.
FOLLOW THE LIGHT TO
THE GARDEN OF EDEN
YOU STAND AT THE PEARLY GATE
SAINT PETER COMES OVER
HIS HAND ON MY SHOULDER
HE'S TELLIN' ME I GOTTA WAIT
HE SAYS, "YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T KILL YOURSELF AND STILL GET IN HERE, KID
"BUT YOU LOOK LIKE A VICTIM OF CIRCUMSTANCE
"SO I'M JUST GONNA BREAK EVERY BONE IN YOUR BODY
"AND GIVE YOU ANOTHER CHANCE"
I DON'T KNOW WHEN IT WILL BE
BUT THE NEXT TIME YOU SEE ME
I'LL BE TAPPIN' TO A WHOLE NEW BEAT
WALKING SOLES INTO
THE HOLES OF MY SHOES
DOWN THE SUNNY SIDE OF THE STREET
SUNSHINE