As you can tell, bazingaboy is a failed novelty account. Do not heed any advice posted by him.
I was also on medication in the mental hospital that I think made me feel like a person again but it also gave me unbelievable restless leg syndrome and hungry as a horse so I flushed it all when I got home.
I know one person who gets me and I’m incredibly lucky. Half the people I’ve loved in my life have never truly understood me.
You just need to find someone who is accepting but also have a similar mind set of you.
What is it like to want to do things knowing that you can do them if you put your mind to it?
That’s big Benny and Nmagane and wintermute lol I’m fucked
Fuck people online though. Try sharing a meal with someone. It sounds stupid as fuck but it’s can be one of the most amazing things.
I’m sure some people can get away with just online but if you’re fucked in the head like me you need physical interaction.
Oh I just thought of a fix
Man I hate it when I get gaslit
So in certain cults they make you have a near death experience. It stimulates your natural urge to live and gets rid of your freudian death drive. So what you need to do is get someone to water board you or something to get that primal instinct going. This literally cannot backfire
That sounds incredibly stupid.
When you’re near death you need to try and imprint as much stuff as you can to learn it. It’s like a crash course therapy/hypnotist session
I’m actually really good at waterboarding I’m ur guy
Just a reminder, moderator Dan is “friends” with this guy.
I thought we were all friends here
The following is going to be the most earnest thing I will ever post on this site:
Not feeling shit when you know you used to is the a huge red flag. I was nearly involved in a couple major car accidents and felt absolutely nothing. I get pulled over and feel nothing.
The other day I was reminded that when people smile in conversation it’s because they are actually experiencing an emotion that makes them smile and it temporarily blew my mind. I have not experienced any emotion like that talking with someone in years and have to fake my way through it, until I run out of energy and just stop interacting with people.
I genuinely wonder how fun and more fulfilling life would be if you actually experienced the same things that other people experience.
I got lost on a delivery on like my first week and everyone was trying to baby me saying shit like “that happens to the best of us” - okay? I don’t give a shit. I could take three hours and wouldn’t feel bad about it. Fuck off. I’ve also been complimented on my work too - don’t do that. I don’t work for you, I don’t need your judgment, my standards are my own, and they’re far higher than yours.
I’m your friend.
Ya does it realign your bodies internal energy too?
No sane person would ever recommend near death experience as a way to fix a mental issue.
Ya just do mdma till it rots a hole in your brain. That’ll get rid of any issues you got partner.
Idk dude I just feel zero connection with anyone else like literally zero
Maybe I am a simulation and someone on the planes of reality above me are just gauging where my head is at