Wish I was strong enough for grad school…
People change. You changed, man.
Are you at least thinking about it?
Genuine question: do you guys experience joy of being alive daily? Do you feel rewarded on a consistent basis for doing things? I understand that I will never at this point do anything significant in the world and will just be another retard and it makes me want to die instead of doing what literally everyone else does except without the ambient joy of existing
No I’m good with my current job for the time being.
Yeah, I suggest smoking weed and beating off that really kept me going when I was depressed and apathetic
I slept 16 hours last night whats the chance that’s a coincidence
Not really but i think id rather be alive than not alive
I mean no one doss anything worth while in the end. Stop thinking about it so much.
Who was famous or important in the 1700’s?
While I could name a few names that’s barely a fraction of the percentage of the population living at that time.
It’s fucking pointless then if you aren’t experiencing some desire to be alive
What does it mean for something to have a “point”?
You live to enjoy self. You gotta find what you enjoy. Throw yourself at things till you find what you enjoy.
Don’t be an asshole and be inconsiderate if others thooooo
When I was a child I had a vision of what I wanted to be and worked every day to try and fill in that vision and the steady progression through tasks was rewarding
Ok, so have you thought about grad school?
What did you want to be?
I can’t even go to normal school I told the government I was going to school and they gave me my dad’s veteran money benefits when I wasn’t going to school and never told the school that I wasn’t going and now they won’t release my (4.0 GPA) transcripts until I pay them $6500
A scientist of some sort - I was real smart - high 99th percentile scores on all state tests - real intelligent kid
Ok so why didn’t you do it?
Are you sure? Wasn’t your claimed IQ 98th percentile at best?