If it is what you really want, then it is worth it.
I want $ that was the whole point of ever starting this.
It sounds to me like you enjoy the rush of having a real stake in competitive gaming matches while they happen. That is very understandable and I don't think you would enjoy just having a chat watch you play WoW if that is the case
Yeah that isn't what you just said. What you want burns money. If you do anything esports it has to be for enjoyment. You can't have both.
Start slangin' polish sausage sandwiches and sponsor esports teams for fun.
You could try both, but it would be hard.
$500 of cocaine going up your nose is another rush
no point in both.
If you convince yourself you have to make money doing it for it to be worth it, you will end up not doing what you actually want. That is why you described the rush you like and then ended up going for something different just because it makes money.
You should let go of the idea that you will make lots of money in life and just find stability doing what you actually want. Not everyone can be happy just making money.
the whole point of doing this WAS to make money. But yes the rush is something that was never planned for.The rush is something i tell u h’wat
That is a poor life choice. You almost had my respect when you realized you enjoy sponsoring teams even making money aside.
i dont enjoy sponsoring them. There are times that suck hard. Like whenur losing thats never fun. Losing sucks balls
It is totally okay to just find stable income and burn money doing what you actually want (not drugs)
i enjoy it yes when ur winning its fun. But this realization throws a wrench in everything.
I think I'm going to take a nice long break. I have the answer it's just what to do with it now
Jesus christ that is painful to read
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I have the answer. Why would I share no reason.