Bitch
okay shes actually really hot. Like a exotic brown bish with a Ruski accent.
She doesnt know shes hot because she grew up a Gypsy in Slovakia
There is something fundamentally broken in you
You're still being held back by the shame society and government has embedded into you as a form of control. Let go and experience freedom. Meditate and overcome that fear.
I had the same experience with a Burmese girl in Chiang Mai. She was really pretty but seemed surprised / enjoying the compliments. It's so funny how physical attraction alone is enough for me to tolerate being around people who are so dramatically different from myself for such a long period or time. We spend hours together at my apt sitting on the couch watching some Korean iron chef drama contest she enjoys and i was bored outta my mind but also really happy to have this super cute gal just cuddling up next to me on the couch. Sadly after a few days I did begin to get urges to leave her chilling in the living room so I could just be by myself in the room to play my steam deck because I wanted to no longer be present.
I am beginning to realize now this urge comes from myself living along for so long that it's almost discomforting being around a person for too long without a moment's respite.
She is gone now but I do still miss her. My time out here is teaching me to live with these yearnings to manage myself better. Sex these days doesn't even make me finish like I used to because it's like cocaine for me where I wasn't even getting high anymore but still doing it multiple times a day, but I'm just chasing that dopamine hit so barely anything is still better than nothing... That's how my ape brain thinks and why I was slamming Dota for so long even when I hated that game and the stress / rage I'd have some games hahahaha.
Real talk tho. I wanted to marry that girl, I think that to myself because of how attracted I am to her but feelings like this fade. She's going back to Kyoto in a month to study and I am here being delusional and hoping I can visit her there if I decide to bum around there but she's got a whole social circle and life, I was obviously some fuck boy to her so she's pretty dgaf about me. Rosannnnnnaaaaaaaaa
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ur a ■■■
Go back to russia you pig
lol poor guy. You need at least 2000 sq ft to live with a bish imo. These 600sqft - 900 sqft condos + kids not enough.
i like shitting with the door open too which is a problem if you live with some one
Just a fucking animal
yeah i dominate bitches
Rat
She got fake tiddies, thinks the earth is flat and is in love with me already
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She also hates libs and gays
Sounds like a keeper
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yeah very submissive, gotta buy her bigger fake titties though
Yes nothing growing old together reminiscing about the important things you did together
Yeah like getting her better fake tits