it definitely is the best.
oh yeah and i still do that
like just the other day with someone i really like i totally freaked out for no reason and now im super worried i ruined it and even if they dont care about my freakout its kidna ruined it cuz now im embaressed to be around them for no reason.
which is too bad because i really do like them a lot
if i dont know this experience all too well lmfao
our brains r broke
also i am demanding admin rights for my personal blog thread Ty
its really dumb cuz even tho i know they are likely fine with it just the thought that they have a glimpse into how i think is too much for me to be around them now
although i still see you around, it’s just not the same
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dickourse doesnt let OPs have rights over their own therads
honestly today im realzing that theres so much good music out and accessible now and im really glad i live in a time period where i can listen to basically infinite music on demand its amazing.
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I Want To Forget About Everything That Ever Happened, Ever
idk anhy merchant ships what albums should i listen to
shipsography, and then For Cameron
then you cry while listening to both of them & the one midwest pen pals EP cause you know they willl never release anything together again
I stared out at a lake off the highway in the West Virginia mid-day and it was perfect
i just really really want somewhere i can earnest post w/o judge because i cant afford therapy and i am isolated
only like ~half of the people here will judge u i think fwiw
sucks that you cant afford therapy shit helps a lot i think i hope soon you get a job with insurance that covers it
access to mental health care is really sadly shitty af
inc like 25 people saying therapy is a sham (its not)
I’m not a good person
No matter what I do
My exhaustion will consume me
And I’m too tired for the truth
I’m not a good person
I’m sure you’re not surprised
It must be pouring out my sweat glands
It must be someplace in my eyes
I don’t know why I am this way
I’ve been like this since I can remember
I try to keep up with everything I know I should do
But then I’ll fall to pieces anyway
I don’t know why I am this way
I’m not a good person, not even to you
I’m staying home because I can’t stand the sound
Of another heartbeat in the room
I’m not a good person
Fuck it, you know it’s true
I’m lazy, I’m a coward
I’m asleep all day in my room
I don’t know why I am this way
I’ve been like this since I can remember
I try to keep up with everything I know I should do
But then I’ll fall to pieces anyway
I don’t know why I am this way
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