Voter thread 2024

[Nyte]

every goddamn thing you've done on this forum has been "hurtful". there has been nothing supportive, beneficial, healing, blah blah blah. you disguise your bullshit here trying to garner favor with others because you're upset over how some of them have perceived you. then you made presumptions. many. you.

[Nyte]

you have been given words, now please leave me the fuck alone

[Hype]

I'm sorry but I have to disagree, If something I said was inaccurate then feel free to correct me here or anywhere. There was no intent to deceive, it was only while lashing out after I informed you I met someone. That you expressed any positive feelings for me as if sharing them was only viable when it would hurt me. I've repeatedly acknowledged your hurt and my contributions intentional or not to it. Though you seem unable to acknowledge mine, or basically anything I've expressed as having any validity. In fact I believe you've blanketly dismissed all of them and attempt to reframe them as attacks on you.

You were not direct in your expressions at any point before during or after we were in communication near daily. When they would involve your feelings, perspective or wants/needs. And once again you have asked I let things end on a completely false representation of everything I've ever said. What favors am I garnering? They aren't going to suddenly rally behind me, that's part of why labeling me a coward is so unfitting, its openly hostile environment where I will remain unwelcome. Why would it make sense to be apart of motivations?

[Nyte]

you have rallied the psycho, so do with that what you will. i don't give a shit if you disagree. i'm no longer going to follow up on this forum. the kind of person you are is the one needing to paste personal shit on a public forum of bad actors (whom you knowingly/willingly/intentionally... shared amongst)

i wonder why it's so hard to think you have good intentions? the cowardly thing is constantly needing to "set the record straight" in front of people you claim you're not here for, that you KNOW have shitty motivations towards me. it isn't about setting any records straight with me. mainly, you have no rights to that. nothing is owed. nothing is even needed! MOVE ON

[Hype]

Your continued conflation with personal info and personal identification info is troublesome, one is doxxing and I would have been swiftly banned the other is half of twsift's songs.

The coward here it would seem is you running from dealing with things, accountability or the possibility of being incorrect when right or wrong was never the issue.

[Nyte]

psycho shit. bye.

[Event_Horizon]

The wicked flee when no man pursueth

[Hype]

ggnnzz I leave you with your own words since you choose to disregard mine.

@Nyte

being open requires like a willingness to do hard work, putting your own thoughts under microscope etc

[Event_Horizon]

3x

[big_ass]

@Event_Horizon

Nmagane went on a two-hour rant after one of your games before after you missed several easy last-hits in game. I thought he was just jealous of your relationship with Nyte until I checked the replay and saw that you had missed several last hits and seemed insecure in lane.

Not reading the other 100 posts but this was a pretty good one

[Plasma1337]

[ironstove]

I got a feeling today is gonna be a red day for ES and CL so I just bought some puts premarket.

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[ironstove]

1. Could be fake/AI so nothing you see these days with 480p picture quality can be trusted. Don't be a dumb sheep and believe everything you see.

2. That's also disgusting, no normal human wants to imagine or think about HC's vaggo. Fucking puke.

[big_ass]

@Nyte

why are you actually here?
no one wants to read you type about this shit. no one cares about it. anyone that has anything to do with it has expressed -explicitly- wanting nothing to do with it or you. what causes you to continue to post things here, appearing to try and "befriend" (whatever the fuck that means) any and every user? feel free to ignore this post and the forum btw.

@Nyte

you will die if you come at me, and i think you know that.

This was kind of out-of-line. What did she mean by this?

[ironstove]

She's basically gonna have to reach out to someone like me as a kill for hire with my ninja blood flowing through me I will use my elite ninjitsu, taijitsu, or maybe even genjitsu if I'm feelin' like it to absolutely fuck your shit up. I will fuck. your. shit. up. you fucking nerd.

[Plasma1337]

the fingers look good

[ironstove]

AI having trouble rendering things like fingers was a thing about a year ago but the technology is improving at light speed, that's no longer the case now for the latest AI models, but yea some of the older models being used probably still do have that issue.

[big_ass]

@Event_Horizon

Funny because the same way Jaimie Lannister sharpened his sword against the whetstone, I sharpened my intellect against internet forums and textbooks.

@Event_Horizon

You know reading this for a second, I felt the way I did before I fucked everything up

I think benny has joined the account because the posts started to actually be funny.

[ironstove]

Just generated this right now using gemini 2.5 pro:

[big_ass]

@Hype

Some context missing here, i'll try and boil it down to avoid the nitty gritty. Because it could quickly get too long.

First to be fair to her it was a bad month at the end of a very bad year. Like awful, the worst, tragic and it was not easy to put yourself in her position. Though I was supposed to book a flight/potentially move in the following month, I tried to get help planning this and it spurred an argument. (the nuances of which would bloat this summary)

Anyway it culminates in her saying the relationship is over, I got distracted re reading it for a refreshers cause its a bit convoluted. I eventually say like wow what a "Wild ride" its been and there were some good memories.

That should be it end of the storytime, but she does like the george costanza quit's his job then shows up the next day like it didn't happen. I get confused ask what's up, shes overwhelmed emotionally says she'll tell me "tomorrow" or soon i can't recall which. Anyway 3-4 weeks later and its never been explained. Though 5-6 weeks or so later when i tell her I met someone on a tinder date she freaks out at me. Says I didn't give her enough time (she never asked for more time), says I should've let her know I reactivated apps/was looking (it was over I felt that was not something she would want to hear about, because she told me not to when we breifly split for a month and i was very open about how shit the apps are), and basically I should've been a mind reader. (talking to me means she still wants me, so she shouldn't have to say positive things or relationship things or really anything but dota and her day to day for me to understand)

So basically I never asked for her back, don't want her back now, but was at the time single and interested in talking it out and renegotiating the relationship. Though I felt doing so in response to advances would've been a shortcut that would've avoided such discussions. If I want anything from nyte it would be the clarity I was asking for 3 years ago. As is I've been left to try to figure out what was fake or real. From someone who during the relationship said so many negative things about me that I offered to leave because I didn't want her around that kind of person.

My crime is asking her to explain her actions, and why they misalign so badly with her words. If i tried to have her define the relationship or her feelings for me in any sense she would deflect, give a non answer, ignore the question, zoom the scope out so that I have to solve systemic sexism in order to have the answer.... or tell me to look deep within myself to find her perspective somehow.

Let me give you the answers that nobody else will. Nyte likes to have someone to dump her feelings on and talk about her day/life with. She likes to have someone to bring with her into the circles of Dota Hell or sit on a call with her while she shovels out horse stalls. Without having this person around, her life would be sad and lonely. That is why she "broke up" with you and then went back to doing the same things with you a day later and it's also why she keeps getting into these internet "relationships." She needed you there to not feel alone and likely wasn't interested in a "relationship" at all (after that point or maybe even from the start)

That's also why she put off talking to you about the "relationship." She didn't want it and didn't want to talk about it, but she needed you to keep hanging out and talking to her so she wouldn't feel lonely. Once you were gone she had to find another person to take that place.

And this is not really a narcissistic or abusive or evil thing that she is doing, it is just who she is as a person. It's where she's at in life. If you reflect you will realize this was what she needed and she was never going to be able to give you what you needed and maybe you can move on with that (because you seem a little stuck on this tbh)