I woke up WEEPING from that dream
You missed the part where I deadlift 4 plates in 5 months
this forum is performance art
And ur depressed again when u thought it was definitely definitely not gonna happen anymore now that ur lifting heavy objects and fucking a girl u donât care about who u describe pretty closely to mentally retarded fucking SHOCKER
Iâm not depressed again. I just havenât been to the gym or work in a couple days and have been couped up inside like a loser like you.
You know I had the inkling to buy a TV today? Nipped that in the butt, that awful terrible antisocial device would surely kickstart a downward spiral I will extinguish tomorrow for certain.
Ur veil is thinningâŚ
You are in the 1st percentile as far as physical activity is concerned.
Can you bench the bar?
Can you do a body weight squat?
Can you get up from a lying down position without grappling something?
Iâve been thinking a lot about the guy who died with Roseâdidnt really expect that
Not like feeling bad for him if anything Iâm more acceptingâŚcanât stop thinking about it though
Your body is physically incapable yet you expect your mind to believe that you are capable
Do you understand the things youâre saying arenât based on genuine evolutionary psychology⌠literally pop psychologyâŚthatâs all you are
Ancient humans did not spend all day lifting heavy metals and if they did it didnât cure their caveman depression Jesus christ
TSKE A FUCKING NAP
Can you come to Sakura con I really donât wanna have to take someone from work
Like Iâd probably just end up bringing my boss since heâs the only one who would laugh at them and I donât wanna bring my bossâŚpeople would think Iâm sucking off to the boss or whatever
Do you understand that strength and weight training are unanimously associated with increased mood, energy levels, and feelings of self worth and that your reluctance to engage in such activities is a truly pathetic form of delusion, thinking it wonât be the same for you when you have never tried and have somehow convinced yourself that it couldnât work, and instead throw a pity party reading DFW and infinite jest and other shit that does nothing more than make you sad and introspective about mistakes you donât call mistakes instead âexperiencesâ regardless of them resulting in deaths and pain and loss because once again you are delusional
Why did it take u so long to write this it isnât even good