i immediately need to get on medication
only made this thread so theres some discussion that’s it
i dont think i will kill myself
if you immediately need it i would go to the ER or an urgent care. you might get put in the psych ward for a 4 or 5 day hold, but they’ll put you on meds and i’m sure thats better than dead
i wish you the best bud. the fact that you can recognize that there is a severe problem is a better sign than you think.
Does the turkish gobbernmint give a shit about this stuff or are you just doomed
oh i forgot u arent in the land of the free. in that case idk how their mental hospitals/psych wards work
dont think so
i dont know
body dysmorphic disorder is a very rarely studied and newly diagnosed mental ilness
its pretty much an enigma and it’s got rocket high suicide and drop out rates
i’m fucking with the new meta shit over here
you can call my situation basically getting cancer before half the world didnt even know cancer was a thing.
person i love has that too
it sounds like you could use some general antianxiety medication or something. there isnt any specific medication for body dysmorphia afaik, its more counseling (ultimately just being taught how to control your thoughts, which thoughts are purely irrational and should not be humored, focusing on positive aspects of self/life)
I see it a lot in my lifting circles. Those cases are probably not as severe as what you are experiencing. I know people who have it because of past traumas. Those cases seem more severe.
basically i’m in as serious condition as someone who has severe psychosis and schizo onset but nobody really knows what to do
16 hours of constant thought about perceived defect
when i go out in public everybodys looking at my percieved flaw
when i see a mirror i get devastated if my head looks small in it
dont see myself worth for anything at all
constant anxiety and bordering psychosis during the day (actually had psychosis once, everything went de-real for around 15 minutes)
constant thoughts about death and suicide
talking to myself
startled when people talk to me
cant stay in silent area
constantly need screens
go crazy when im left to my thoughts
i dont think many people in your lifting circle has it dude.
whered this come from you think
yeah definitely not to the level you are describing. do you think there are past traumas in your life or do you think you gradually developed into this frame of mind?
nevermind this shit is from before erdogan
who knows now lmao
IT IS SUDDEN
I DID NOT HAVE IT UNTIL 18TH OF AUGUST THIS YEAR
GOT A BUZZCUT AND IT SUDDENLY FLASHED THAT MY HEAD IS TOO SMALL
CAN’T GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD
I’M CRAZY
I GOT IT LAST YEAR TOO BUT IT WASNT THIS SEVERE AND IT SUDDENLY ONSET WHEN I SAW A PICTURE OF MY FEET
LASTED LIKE 4 MONTHS AND I ELIMINIATED IT BY LOOKING AT MY FEET IN THE MIRROR AND PUTTING MY FEET NEXT TO OTHER PEOPLE’S
I’M ACTUALLY CRAZY GUYS
probablhy spent like 100 hours mirror time and a solid 10 hours putting my feet next to my girlfriends
maybe more
there’s always lobotomy