Saying that you like this game while having a 45% winrate is genuinely stunning. I have intentionally griefed my way to 1 mmr in DotA and I still have a 49% WR or so.
Maybe in 300 more games you can reach a 50% winrate. You will never be competent at anything you do.
I'll keep it simple: This game is bait for idiots who don't value their time and just want to play distilled online competitive slop.
They put all the esport games in a blender and made a disgusting brown cocktail and you gobble it up like the pigs you are.