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like honestly what i should do is (ive been sober for a week and ahalf now haven’t seen her in that time either) politely message her telling her i dont want to do this anymore, probably delete her number cuz i have bad self control and not buy any more drugs and try and ride this momentum

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why don’t u just come to aa meetings in West Hollywood

wouldn’t na make more sense?

i haven’t been to either so i dont super know the difference, but alcohol has never been a problem for me

u prolly ain’t gonna do it but u don’t even have 2 do all that just stop hanging out

yeah

na is rly gay

lmao for w/e reason i can totally see that

deleting the number probably helps in terms of adding one mental separation / making it harder

pretty sure like the amount of effort required to do bad things is actually a factor

Maybe only initially. It definitely does NOT contribute later.

ehh not rly cuz if i really want to ill do it

aa is essentially just saying u have a problem with substances as long as u realize drugs and alcohol together are the same and equally as destructive for u then you’ll be fine. Actually not even u can just go

well yeah but

it still feels more distant?

idk

Like in fact the withdrawals and addiction will override any “difficult” thing and that’s why you get retards doing degenerate shit to score

i was so good for like 4 or 5 years it is a little bit of a bummer how i can be more or less clean (inb4 yns saying me somking weed occasionally during this time means i wasn’t clean at all) for a long time and still fall back into the trap

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its kinda embarrassing ngl

imma let it get bad b4 I really get in on that ass

u ever had sex sober? U trying to?

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mhm ive never been weird about sober sex tho i know a lot of people only have sex while fucked up

unless u mean me and htis person im talking about in which case, no we have not had sex sober

ya’ll fuckin though?