Damn dude u better just never do any drugs or alcohol again including weed
like its really obvious but it can be easy to ignore and i have been
Itâs more or less the reason I donât have a father, or grandparents on my fathers side. And I donât drink often but it is most definitely in my blood; I truly enjoy it.
But itâs also always scared the shit out of me so
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thats like so incredibly unrealistic
but youâre also right
cmon dude itâs not if ur not a gay
im like 100% not a strong enough person
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doesnât mean i shouldnât try tho
This is where designing your environment for success comes into play my dude
weird flex but ok
Wrong joke but ok
idk how to design an environment where i will be around nobody who enables/tempts me to that and will also enjoy life and my friends and my work
youâre gay but ok
there is no alcoholism (in terms of addicted to being drunk) in my family but my mom has trouble not having at least 1 drink or 1 cig a day and she became like allergic/intolerant to alcohol so its back to cigs now
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and its not an excuse but when in manic itâs like more or less impossible for me to be clean
and i hate my meds so i go off them and then i have a manic episode and then i fuck things up its a really predicable cycle that i feel powerless to stop sometimes
u can do all these things sober and stay sober through them all
I seem to be developing some sort of intolerance for alcohol which is probably just as well. I mostly think it has to do with my sleep/breathing issues. Shit destroys my immune system and Iâm often dehydrated drinking so much fucking coffee so I get rolled by 1 or 2 drinks.
the mind altering substances donât help let me tell you
they 100% make it worse