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I thought it was kind of funny when I was in my situation. Then I made a friend and shared what was going on in my life after I got to know him. His response to it was generally “Jesus Christ.” Then I saw how other people lived and I was like “Wow my life sucks huh.”
I shouldn’t say that I moved out though. I was just kind of left in this state with all my belongings…

Now I like to think I’m in a healthier environment.
I did have one bad experience since when one of my roommates turned out to be a meth head. Landlord kicked everyone out. He let me stay an extra 30 days and gave me two months rent back though.

I wonder if I need therapy

Everyone on this site probably does dude.

They feel like I’m family for sure but I feel absolutely zero connection to any of them

What happened?

That’s actually one of the things that’s really fucked up about me and I don’t know where it came from. I’m frequently in sad/serious situations and it’s really inappropriate to be seen smiling or holding your laugh back.

Just sit there with an ENORMOUS surprised face

Ya, I know that feeling. I formed a connection with my older brother while he was in his freshman year of college though. Then he moved to California and left me all alone. Kind of SUCKED.

qv

I think about it dude it’s like what if I’m working and it turns out my brother died. Everyone overhears it or something. They would expect me to react in some way but I would really just want to finish my shift. If that happens they’re going to think I’m a psycopath

I think I do this a lot

I didn’t cry when my great aunt died. I didn’t know her.
I don’t get sad about my grandfathers or my step grandfather dying either. Didn’t know them.
Had no real connection with any of them.

If I lost my brother though I’d probably go insane though. I’m proud to call him my brother.

I think I’d be sad if my dad died

disaffected only child here

Definitely not anyone from this side of the family though. When my grandma died I just got really fucking mad and wanted to sue the fuck out of the hospital for fucking up

You ever want a brother or sister?
Being a younger brother sucked till the end when we both were more mature, but we went through a lot of learning together.
I can’t wait till I get to have a son. I’m not ready yet, but the idea excites me so much…

Bought 20 dollars of lotto tickets. I’m going to win a billion dollars holy fuck

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Klaze if I win I’ll give you $150

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We both get that… it’s weird

yes I asked my parents for a younger sister every Christmas from ages 2 to 5 but they rationalized not having another child because I was too much work

except they were spoiling me and over parenting me every step of the way too