Flush my toxins
Drink a glass of apple cider vinegar faggot
gags
out of random curiosity do you feel any remorse for all the broken girls you fucked
shoves yns to the ground
What does that even mean?
It’s not like I fucking destroyed their lives because I nut in them like lmao what
do you ever wonder about the overall impact of your presence in their lives
have you changed how you think about girls and sex since then
This is getting spicy
I mean you’re talking about strange women who have eating disorders and narcissistic personality traits along with manipulative and controlling behaviors that a majority of people could not deal with. I was just kind of “there” and did not develop serious relationships or emotional connections with any of these women in fact even if I tried which I did on occasion to actually develop something further than me nutting in them regularly I would be declined and in some cases actually reprimanded or “punished” (in their eyes not mine) for actually attempting a genuine relationship. I don’t exactly feel remorse for any of them except the Korean girl I dated when I first got out of rehab I had to move across the country and back to LA and she went back to Korea and I just suddenly stopped talking to her one day and I feel bad about that because she was a fairly normal nice girl and I took her virginity but even in that case obviously her being Korean in Korea things would not work out especially at that time when I had little to no income yet.
Got to hybrid fuzz this thread soon
I guess in a semi joking manner I sometimes felt this one girl was so mentally deranged that it was like taking advantage of a retard to fuck her but she wasn’t actually a retard and fully capable of making her own decisions and it was a brief thing with me
Don’t act like an angel
You’re falling again
I’ve done plenty worse than fuck girls with bipolar, anxiety, and eating disorders
I’m not bipolar fuckmouth
you should keep trying to put yourself out there. youre certainly worth partnering with to somebody. youre already “good looking” and have money.
i didnt mean to put it in such a cold way with “partnering with” but i think you get what i mean lol. Real & Strong Relationships are worth striving for to me.
I’m still not mentally all there either to really be in a strong relationship with someone healthy. I mean a little over a year ago I was seriously suicidal, had a plan, date, and draft for suicide note in my head that I was going over. Like I’m definitely not some completely sane and stable dude and have my moments of severe depression for lengthy periods of time
I mean shit a little over two years ago I was literally shooting heroin
Okay, but I don’t think youre putting enough effort into building relationships with others since it’s really the biggest and most important step towards being a better person for you