Hair is looking great.
It's an old video.
Yeah it's old. I've recently started combing it and it looks way different these days - My hair also gets straighter the more it thins, i guess that's the way it is. Also i've got some weird thing going on where the left side of my hair stays the same and the right side just falls out - It's really creepy mange tier shit. Sorry for the look of despair and sadness - I took a sadness pill right before this photo to look cooler.
You're looking great. Get a low cut fade. Maybe smile?
It's the personality.
I was talking to a Russian girl on instagram and she asked me what my favourite scene from Twilight was and i said when Bella cucks Edward with Jacob in the tent and she stopped messaging me. We were going to play MTGA together.
I was talking to another girl who was like 24 , told her i can come and visit her - She said she needs to 'get her life together before she can see me'
I don't know what the hell that means.
God probably doesn't love me anymore.
Shower, shave and workout every day - Get a bath sponge and scrub myself for 10 minutes every day, just to play Terraria with Nmagane for 2 hours while he just goes : "This is what you wanted, huh?"
Sending me AI generated images of myself in a Suit smiling with the message "Jobrak"
Meanwhile [redacted] probably partying every Weekend, getting laid and doing drugs in [redacted]
Jones comes into teamspeak to verbally BERATE me and go back to his epicful employfulment
[Redacted] is top 100 in Deadlock
[Redacted] is about to get [Redacted] and [Redacted]
Nmagane has made over 200,000 dollars from indie games. Altough he's been yearning recently.
Me? I sit and drink Warm beer in an empty pub every 2 days and sit in restaurants sipping a coffee for 4 hours straight listening to Nightcore and Marina Diamonds by myself. I just waste my own money and my Father's money to do nothing, accomplish nothing.
I had a small Evanescent hope in myself that constantly told me everything was going to be okay - But it's dissapearing.
Brendan? We don't talk about that guy.
Bless me
with the
Leaf off of the Tree
On it i see
The Freedom Reign.
He’s top 100? What’s his ign
It's on a need to know basis.
I need to know
If you tell it to me in secret I promise I will never tell dan. He doesn't need to get involved in this.
Let me know if you figure it out. I tried a good career and marriage and sobriety and antidepressants and making new friends but everything's still flat and hollow. I’m sure I'm missing something obvious.

