Making Amends Before My Death

If there was a story I don’t know about it or have read it here

KlairvoyantKat is an insane twist tho

It’s cringe. You guys do a good enough job repeating these cancerous mantras to yourself and we’ve been over it many times. But pretending to be suicidal to troll fellow users following someone’s death seems like a funny novel punitive edgecase that we haven’t gone over.

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I'll private message you the scars and you can retract your message.

There are suicide holidays in Switzerland you can go on. You sit in a pod it fills with C02 if im correct

No

Engage with the other staff if you’d like I’m burned on Benny Benassi humoring sorry

I remember some things you posted. Maybe better than you do.
You were in a bad place during those times.

Yeah I don’t know what you’re talking about

Anyways I think you’re just posting random shit but I’ll tell the story anyways when I was 16 I sold a gun to my co worker at the Italian restaurant I worked at, we washed dishes together, he was older maybe 22 or something at the time, anyways he shot himself with it like a month or two later but survived and drove into work on the shift we were supposed to work together. Dude had a bullet in his brain I guess just going on auto pilot and went back to wash dishes but we were all like wtf is going on because his eye socket was swollen up black and blue, drooling out blood and shit, guy just looked completely fucked up like someone hit him with a bat or something. We didn’t know at the time he shot himself because there wasn’t like a hole coming out of his head or something. Anyways one of the servers drove him to an urgent care down the street they didn’t even see him just said bring him to the hospital asap and we found out later from his parents that he had shot himself. He was in the hospital for months but survived, it was a little .22 revolver that he shot himself with, some kid I went to school with found it in a desert by his house and sold it to me for like $40, I kept it for awhile and shot it in my backyard to test it then sold it to my coworker for like $60. He shot himself through the mouth it went up behind his eye and into his brain by his ear, he used to stop by after he got out of the hospital and he showed me the part of his skull they removed to try and remove the bullet fragments from his brain but apparently they weren’t able to remove everything. His right side of his body was kind of limp afterwards, including his eye which became like a lazy eye, he didn’t have real control over his arm at first but he was improving, he would come by for months afterwards and would hang out while I was working, eventually he regained control of his arm and was able to like make a fist and shit but didn’t have fine motor control of his fingers or anything, eventually he stopped coming by so often and probably about a year after he shot himself I got another job at a grocery store and lost contact. Don’t know what happened to him after that but I wonder occasionally

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Damn that is pretty fucked

You doing the weird edits to the photos of my wife helped me realize that the posters here don't understand common decency or boundaries and made me withdraw as a poster.

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Who’s you, the weird OP? I’d be lying if I said similar experiences haven’t led me down a very similar path. We should probably not allow people to be weird in the lounge like that.

Genuinely thanks for sharing. Made this thread instantly redeemed. I’m sure you know but it’s not really your fault.

You did your best

That’s probably an intensely personal moment for her so maybe it wouldn’t have been welcome

I'm sorry to say that I have receveid confirmation from the Irish authorities that Big Benny killed himself last night :-(

Any proof?

cops said that a bystander took this while he was in the act

He looks completely fine there.

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