I feel the need to apologize for my actions and general behavior I exhibited yesterday; it was not kind nor right to intentionally grief the site.
It was not right for me to:
- be unruly and racist toward the moderator team
- post off topic responses in every thread
- continually make pointless threads, spamming them to the top of the listing
- bump old dead threads
My mother and I have instituted a pointed plan to attempt to improve my posting performance and hold me liable for transgressions if they do so happen in the future. I will be working with caring, kind moderators along with a supportive friend group to hopefully productively transition to a better place in my life.
The plan entails using certain well-researched cognitive patterns and thinking exercises to hopefully change my mental processes for the better. Additionally I will be meeting with a licensed therapist and my youth pastor.
I am sorry. I know I negatively impacted your lives and with now clarity I realize this unwarranted and wrong.