I think if I’m bipolar I’d take the bullet pill
It’s not even a breakup thing it’s a literally zero human connection thing like how I was before I was with rose and what I know I’ll go back to
You have me
Dude I tried to be ur friend u ignored the shit out of me
How did I ignore u
If this is related to the girlfriend pictures thing I don’t believe it’s justified
I told you I wanted to be your friend and asked for your discord or anything you use then you didn’t say anything
I actually do that a lot trying to be friends with people who don’t want anything to do with me lol online particularly
Like my best idea is to try to reconnect with my fucking elementary school neighbor/former coworker IDK how I’m not okay with this now I’m usually perfectly fine being by myself
these are serious issues, man
having dealt with similar thoughts i can only recommend professional help, and if you don’t want do that yet somehow still can find even the glimpse of enjoyment in anything, you can hold onto that and it might get better anyway - not much to say
I also did have a manic episode like a month ago when I was depressed as shit in my relationship and got super fucking happy for like 8 hours out of nowhere like I was on some super antidepressant
I will attempt professional help when I have insurance in my new state of residence and three months of employment to get medical benefits
i found some pleasure from watching professional dota, posting to old nadota, smoking cigs and eating/drinking whatever i liked for a few months
I’m definitely smoking cigarettes RN
Lol
Like Matt was my best and only really close friend (not putting this on Matt) and all I ever did was shit on him to the point of him disowning me
Even he was fucking online I met him literally one time
The only friends I have are absolute dogshit who I’m running away from
The fucking bridges in Seattle have suicide prevention nets too how am I supposed to deal with that
think of it as proactive measure, you’re doing good for yourself