This shouldn’t be happening after I stopped drugs unless my brains actually fucked I know that for dang sure
your brain could definitely be fucked but the thing is it can heal
I got something similar after a night of being retarded on weed before I was actually into drugs I’m pretty sure I’m really prone to all the self hatred neurons overactivating
Happened a tiny bit once when drugs weren’t involved too I’m pretty sure I’m just fucking insane and a disgrace to my family?
my family is hard to disappoint yet i still feel like i did
Same page
Why the fuck am I even saying this shit on namafia
loneliness extends far I guess
Im sending you guys heart notifications
NEVER fucking felt lonely in my life why did my brain change overnight
Withdrawals, massive life changes, leaving rose
I get depressed about having to throw away old tshirts and ratty jeans who can say how the brain works really
Sorry if that sounds dismissive or just unsatisfactory
As we all know my contributions to earnest emotional discussions leave a lot to be desired - ask nyte about this
Morning gamers
To be frank I think being socially accepted is the most important thing to mental health there is - and I think you should make effort to be able to be friends with normal people, and to look nicer. You dramatically underestimate looking good and feeling good.
I believe the body knows when it is a loser. And I think your body knows that too.
And when I say loser I should note that you can have a successful career and still be a loser - you can invent something that changes the world and be a loser. To be a winner you have to be accepted socially by an average group of people
Jdance say good morning or I’m banning u
Top of the morning to ya bees
jdance hitting hard with the big brain
And to go even further, when the body knows it is a loser, it will do everything in its power to try and stop you from being accepted, like reacting with a cringe face to helpful advice or making sarcastic remarks at someone trying to help you stop being a loser