My gym clothes got here they all fit nicely.
I have so much energy right now my fingers are actually shaking in not even joking Iâm not sure whatâs happening to me right now my legs are like half cramping half excited maybe I should go to a doctor
Iâm a doctor. Thatâs just the gaymo youâre feeling.
Everyoneâs happiest memories are being a child. Children donât jerk off. Itâs obvious. As soon as I started jacking off my life went downhill.
Interesting. How was your relationship with your mother before you started jerking off?
She used to tickle me. STOP JERKING OFF
How did that tickling make you feel? Oppressed? Joyed? Indifferent? Something darker?
Oxytocin. I felt oxytocin. You are a pervert.
Iâd appreciate it if we kept this to being about you. Anything coming from this is coming from you, Iâm just here to unpack it.
I think if we do this sort of back and forth a few times a week you may see fruitful results within a year or so.
There is a reason why you didnât play four square during recess. You felt like your fourth was larger, more area to cover, harder to play. When you lost you were embarrassed. You kept to your own, lingering near the wall, walking slowly arm reached, double finger contact with the bricks, the only physical contact you had. It wasnât a human. You felt unloved. Itâs obvious.
Actually I never had any such criticisms while playing four square. The wall was reserved for the bad boys, which I did spend my fair share of time situated against, but not by choice.
What you are experiencing are memories of an unfriendly orca. They are not your own. Not anymore.
By what justification can they not be mine if I am experiencing them as a subject of a life
Can anyone say arbitrary concept?
Your words are nothing but abstract stew. The word justification denotes a concept that doesnât exist in reality. We think it does, but if you break the idea down to its roots youâll soon realize that itâs a false dichotomy. The idea it abstracts is actually meqns something entirely different. It only appears to us to mean what we think it does because we are looking at a mirror. When you realize this your entire statement there means nothing.
Thatâs a gross generalization. It definitely exists in our reality, but parts of our reality and experience are presupposed and cannot be justified by definition.
You just donât have a good grasp on what words actually mean. Thatâs your problem.
Great job pivoting away from the idea being criticized. The insults really distract me from that.
I almost had no idea thatâs what we werenât talking about any more!