Title.
So Tylenol is a really poor way of overdosing apparently but I feel like that adds to the theatrics. It isn't fast. It causes liver failure which is both slow and painful. This would allow me to post while dying, which in a way is what I've done my entire life anyway.
The more logical way would be to procure a street press of Xanax from the projects and take 50 at once, which assuming it is cut with fentanyl, will be quick and painless. If it isn't cut however, then I will be posting here for a week without filter
erik can you fuck off
<17:56:20> "Erik Satyr": give me the account
<17:56:58> "StrengthDexterityKlingon": only after the ransom would i consider that after just making your own account
<17:57:01> "Erik Satyr": poke me the pw
<17:57:15> "Erik Satyr": or its a bad day
<17:57:28> "StrengthDexterityKlingon": coming tomorrow
<17:57:32> "Erik Satyr": you're ruining the image of the account
<17:57:36> "StrengthDexterityKlingon": then make a new one ebfore i go again
Wtf are you talking about. You can get Tylenol 1 over the counter which has oxycottin in it
You can remove the caffeine and bullshit by dissolving the pills in water overnight in the fridge and straining it though a coffee filter to get the oxycottin
But wtf u saying?
Yea swallowing a bunch of Tylenol is a woman’s version of crying for attention. Nobody dies this way because it takes 3 days and your insides start hurting a bunch
Yes that's almost exactly what I said in my post above
Dan doesn't like this topic so you guys will have to find something different to meme about
If u abuse my nice deeds everything will just be deleted again and you'll have to talk to dan about it
does he not like it due to the drug use or the ironic expression of legitimate suicidal ideation? genuine question.
i'm not looking to abuse your deeds
it is rather wonderful how the true form of sincerity in modern times is to map out our mental health in relation to our greater personality which is, for most people, mostly insincere. therefore we can avoid the societal pressures to hide our emotions and speak our feelings freely
sometimes i feel like
there is no merit in being a good person
or maintaining any type of principles
when any skilled manipulator can simply
negate the existence of these through
amateur propaganda.
i struggle sometimes
between 'good' and 'evil'
or what pop-psychology probably now deems psychopathy and autism
i don't mind going against my conscience
i have always been great at procrastination
and have no problem delaying the mental work required to process and filter out past action under the repressed web of my neural network
however, when your soul* is not in alignment with your behavior
then life isn't worth living
sometimes i feel like the colony is lost. all these rogue pheromone trails and our empire is part of the death spiral
my kidney's don't work anymore
some interesting thoughts i've had recently:
drug-addiction.
the socalled alcoholics anonymous cartels and whatever other self-help guru shit calls it a disease
but if a doctor prescribed it to me
it would just be western medicine
so
is it not subtly dismissive
to assume i don't know my own mental chemistry?
i get manic on it sometimes.
i get in touch with my spiritual side
but then after abusing it for a while, you lock your spirit behind a paywall.
you can't reach that part of you
without some form of substance (dissociative, specifically).
ironically, this is how the catholic church operated
paying for indulgences
i am not interested in some capitalistic psychopathic doctor to accurately assess my spirit.
i get manic sometimes on it.
i am god. i prescribe my own faith
in touch with higher frequencies
form of
population control
when they lock this shit behind paywalls and anti-drug propaganda
they've solved this for the powers that be. they have chemicals that trigger a permanent state of elation and inflated sense of self-worth. no damage to the organs, ridiculously cheap
we don't have it as no man should designate themself as god
but the next colonial power will be gods amongst men
that's why they keep you down via suffocating the spirit of your media
removing links to the western canon
i keep the coals stoked on a couple of vendettas. it's true