Voter thread 2024

These were posted publicly by her when it happened relax bud, I said I wouldn't bore you with the lore.

Jones has been banned from the Account.

rip, just after he was having a potential breakthrough

his hatred was conditional to the login deets

you don't get to "force" someone not to reject your need for closure. jesus fucking christ, do you even read what you type.

you were never fine. none of this would have happened, were that the case. stop. fucking. lying. taking your ire and insecurity out on me because of stuff nma has said to you is also a joke. i don't fucking control anyone. my god, if i did, you and jones would have fucked off, happily, long ago. i will not be changing my mind as you continue to spill fake ass "realness" in a den of thieves. you are petty, not real. hell, maybe you're just manufacturing this scenario so that you and your gf have something to bond over - nothing would surprise me, with all the dumb "points" you're trying to make.

just agree to it so i dont have to stop playing my game to read that, and no one has to read this

We've cashed out.

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Didn't read any of this.

Were there any funny posts? Please quote them and @ reply me.

Game's over.

ok im almost done
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before i respond to her any jokes you wanna let me in on?

what game?

I'm playing Marvel vs Capcom 2 and listening to cooking videos. Watching this thread between games. I didn't used to need this much stimulation.

Used to be able to just put on a CD and close my eyes, and I'd be completely satisfied.

He didn't get back to me, and i must go to bed to wake up 5 am. I'll say that for me they never felt much like jokes today, weeks ago, or way before. I felt like it was worth a shot to offer a proper cease fire, though i admit insulting him while doing so likely hurt its chance of success. Gonna just let shit be for now because this is quite boring and you've convinced yourself of a very different reality from the one I lived, or exists in the logs. I tried to sort it out with you in private, you declined. I tried to sort it out with nma in private he declined and posted the dm. So I respond in public, and you do a big song and dance about how doing in public is coward psycho shit.

This whole scenario reminds me of the many a time you would say something like "you hate playing with me, you think i'm awful" or in different context some other negative thought you had but I never said. I would be confused and reassure you that's not the case, but you would never accept that answer. We would loop for a while you calling me fake and a liar, until I would eventually get upset enough to say "WTF DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY??? YOU WANT ME TO CALL YOU AWFUL??? cause I don't fucking think about it at all during the game it doesn't matter to me." which wasn't received well either.

The point being you've got it setup where the only options listed are i'm everything you say, or im everything you say but im lying about it... unless i was to say exactly what you think then i'm telling the truth, actually even then you'd find a way to disagree. So there is nothing to discuss, because same as it ever was. You will tell me how i feel regardless of how true it is, and you will tell me why I did something again without caring at all to hear me out. You will say it in a matter of fact way, and that's that is the reality of the situation. You did it when we were together, you did it after, unsure why i'd ever expect change or growth from someone who cannot accept any constructive criticism or input in any topic. (even if she asks for it) I told you back then it was dismissive, and its invalidating, it still is.

You would want my full undivided attention, you wanted me to turn on any form of displaying if i had a game open because if i did well I must be too busy so better not talk at all. Whenever it was my turn to talk I got silence, or you having multiple text convos while looking stuff up and tuning me the fuck out. If i typed it out it was read but never responded to. Ultimately to me it was a core reason things fell apart, you never saw me as an equal nor wanted to. Expectations like crazy on me, I'm to expect nothing NOTHING of you as you said. Although from the way you tell stories it's just really long streak of bad luck, and completely unhinged people like myself.

So it goes, best of luck so on, If you manage to convince him to stop picking fights with no point I don't see any reason to write this much for a while. You know what's nice, I've not written a single even remotely wall of text to my current GF of 15 months. It's so refreshing to not have to try and re analyze every message to look for any sign of warmth or mutual understanding. I go back to letting you carry the hurt alone, again I know you've refused but if you ever want to actually deal with it and learn an important life skill you should've learned long ago I'll try my best. You know what was crazy when you said you never learned gratitude because of your mother, as if you haven't been a legal adult for longer than you were a minor.... like there was no time and its still your mom's fault... who hates you but supported your passion... let you use a car... and buy food... and multiple times gave you a place to stay... and helped try and get your passion project off the ground... never really sounded like she hated you to me real shame. I wager you have a tendency to warp people through whatever lens you see the world. You likely did so with me, forget all the positive embellish the negative or in this case just kinda make up some extra negatives since they never really existed to the degree one would think from reading your posts. Then wonder why people get upset about it, since i mean everything just happens to you, ah well what's the point this is too long and jdance can't even blame adderall cause its long out my system for the day.

GG I didn't lie, and regretfully still give a shit about you/your wellbeing/ and hope you find someone who can properly fill the void inside you and actually make you happier everyday/to be alive. (the normal advice is that you can't love someone until you learn to love yourself, but that feels like it'd be asking a bit much)

whats your team looking like right now, is mag fuckin neeto there?

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Yowch!

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I play msp

You're welcome.

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