Officially sober 14 days now
Oh how I want cocaine. Last 2 days hard core withdrawals
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goodluck bud i've known craving
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you got this man, the bulk of it is over
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relapsed. Worst wasenrt over..... sry everyone.
i had a super weird dream last night that involved hanging out with some girl who had a giant bag of cocaine and doing cocaine with her
wtf actually?
is my brain just completely fucked or what
I had a dream I lent my cat to this chick and we lost it in her mansion
Try finding a cat in a fucking mansion dude
it was a good training period. u can start again
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not as bad as mine, I keep dreaming of imaginary women and/or exes
I used to abhor the classroom test dreams, now I know they're better than the floating away or ex dreams and manage to enjoy myself during em
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that feeling when you know what's about to happen but you can't stop it because it was real, it happened, and subconscious has no chill 
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yeah my brain trolling me has gotten tiring
poor sleep for a few years now wouldn't be surprised if I was having a ton of those dreams and just not retaining it
Everybody relapses. Relapsing is actually the point where you learn how to succeed. Think of it as getting a math problem correct - there's no value in that. When you get it wrong you get to learn how to do it right. This is what a relapse is, an opportunity to learn why something happened and to do better in the future
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next relapse i'll tell anyone concerned about me to not be i'm just learning
You've quickly found out why the thing I typed above can be used to relapse good job
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“Can be used” well I’ll be
Ayo plasma
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