yeah you're right, it's probably way more easy to tell me my concerns and wounds don't exist when it's only in a context of me and you
it's probably way more easy to play puppet with my brain and emotions when no one else can watch
it's way more acceptable to make fun of me for being hurt by you when it's not out in public
And here is the beginning of the problem: you believe it’s about hiding something. You believe it’s about being made fun of. You believe this is all about you. And nothing I’m going to say is going to change any of that.
what do I fucking BELIEVE? I have NO IDAE ANYMORE
ME BEING HURT
IS WRAPPED UP IN SOMETHING ELSE
IT'S NOT ME BEING HURT
IT'S SOMETHING ELSE ENTIRELY
what the FUCK am I SUPPOSED TO THINK ANYMORE HAHHAAHAHA
tell me my thoughts, who I am, what my emotions are, and what my bleiefs are some more.
like yohly FUCK
Why would anyone think you’re not hurt? Why would I?
dump thread #2: the mafia game edition
namafia is performance art
this is the dangers of LARPing
there is NOTHING, NO frame of reference. there is NO PAST
WHAT YOu think you ARE or your REASONINGS ARE
they do not EXIST
I'm done with the performance art until my mind literally cleaves again in another few hours.
What the fuck
"you never wanted to meet me"
literally spent all the money I had on a trip for you to meet me for your goddamn birthday @Nyte
was begging you to let me meet you a fucking month ago
Just lead me on for a year and play with my brain for a year while you're underemployed
nyte sucking the life force out of another Virgin