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jdance is not pro recreational substance abuse by this point, and seems committed to staying mostly on the straight path for now (occasional lsd use in special occasions is fine in this worldview). yns was previously selfdestructively addicted and now is hardline anti-recreationaldrug.

What the fuck?

correct me pls

I’m pro anti drug addiction

:thinking:

i think being hard core anti drug after knowing what its like to be addicted is so reasonable and hes probably right in a lot of ways (yns)

i feel more lucky than anythign that i haven’t ruined my life wiht my amount of drug use and am fully aware i still can

i just haven’t faced real consequences yet which makes it hard for it to ‘feel’ like a real problem even if it probably is. i really shouldn’t be doing opiates like i am

which do you do and how often

yea thats pretty much my point

well i geuss the back story is i when i was like 16-19ish i was really addicted to xanax and then stopped doing all drugs except weed (including alcohol) until like this last year.

i do opiates like 1-2 times a week and am very careful to not do it more but when i started getting back into drugs like this i was like ‘only once a month’ and its already escalated to a couple times a week

i dont think its a problem yet but its really easy to see how it could become one

getting off benzos was probably the hardest thing ive ever done phsyically. i actually thought i was going to die at points (and you can)

sounds like its already a problem in the middle of gradually escalating but glgl hope im wrong

Its definitely a problem already for you. Opiates dude

yeah…

If you think benzos are hard goodluck

since ive started doing opiates ive taken 2/3 week breaks without any serious withdrawls

which is a bad justification but its nice

When did you start xanax

/how much

i haven’t done benzos in like 4 years

i started getting into them towards the end of highschool and quit end of first year of college