You’re hopelessly lost in your head and have no desire to fix it
I do though…u know that’s a lie
Guess it depends on my mood but I do
At the VERY least I would appreciate your acknowledgement to my status as your intellectual subordinate
It is absolutely not a lie. Looking at your mindset and changing it is one thing you have never done in the slightest
I did that like 3 times since I woke up… admittedly first time non drug related in a while but loops get broken. Break doesn’t mean bail and I’m taking responsibility for the choices I made
Ask me anything, about my mindset.
I’ve looked at it a lot for a while
Can you be happy alone
Yes
Don’t wna be though I know I can be happier not alone
Or at least more content with my life’s productivity if I’m alone which might mean happiness down the line
I thought all this through dude I know it doesn’t get better than rose in spirituality bond terms and if I ignore that it’s giving up what I know is my best shot… I gotta give it more than I have been lately
That’s the final mindset alteration I did today and it’s lasted at least 15 hours and through drinking and coke so I know it’s real
The first like 10 hrs were sober though
Getting fucked up is part of the process if it’s gonna work. Don’t emoji react like that again.
You sound insane
I’ve known you for 10 years and you’ve never sounded insane
Get help
Love does that, brother…it’s worth it