People like nmagane and wintermute understand when I’m being serious and when I’m not all the time - it’s why we respect each other so much.
Because you’re afraid? Or you think it’s funnier?
It’s fine you can cease if you’d like
I think I just see the world through an ironic lens maybe I don’t know the real answer to this question everything feels pointless and aimless and in feeling this way I am very much in a different camp than most. I can’t have genuine conversations with people the majority of the time because this illicits no emotional response for me,
and is generally very energu expensive, howeverr, if someone else shares my same sense of irony then I can feel a connection to that person and understand that hey I’m not alone there are other people that feel the same sort of way. (This doesn’t apply to wintermute, if your reading this wintermute, I don’t understand you quite yet)
In reality I think it just boils down to my one-hundred-thirty-one IQ
In fact I am so aimless that I am willing to completely abandon that last paragraph I wrote because it’s likely just to be a snapshot of my current feelings and would likely change in a matter of hours let alone days. I feel like my personality is just sort of always in flux and I think that’s what you’re describing and I have said this before - I don’t really feel like I have a personality I kind of just have snapshots
My iq is higher than yours.
Like I just don’t really give a shit I think
Why is it every time we talk I realize again how depressed I am and enjoy nothing about being alive?
So existential
I’m going to expend the mental energy now to veer my thought waves away from my life is utterly and absolutely incredulously pointless to sometimes I have fun at work
Also the thought of having a companion generally fills me with vigor and enery and has me excited to build something but I don’t believe this will ever happen
Where is div? I miss div
My IQ leaves me stranded
The studies indicate that the geniuses of the world like me are often the most sad. And I am sad, but sometimes I have fun. But mostly other people just remind me that I am sad.
yawns very quietly
And alone
It will happen
I’m not going to sit here and defecate on the potential of the future but no - it absolutely will never happen and honestly it has never even come close
I cant do the very biological thing I was put on this Earth to do and for what? My incredibly high IQ is not a positive evolutionary advantage - it’s a negvantage. I think that high IQ is likely to be bred out as we have incredible issues reproducing - therefore the world is completely at it’s technological peak. We are as smart as we will ever be.