@a2pas No, not an agent of a larger zeitgeist or a conspiracy - you are again mentally confined to these terms and can’t think outside of them (even though I described all of this in detail countless times) because you’re so accustomed to talking to people as low (mentally) as you.
You are a person who had had a very bad lifestyle from childhood - which lead into your personality developing into endless narcissism and many other problems, and that leads to being very easily attracted by these extreme political ideologies and the whole modern climate - regardless of what side you’re on. Being sent into the mental health complex surely didn’t help either, with whatever drugs you’re on now - leading to an underdeveloped pscyhe.
It’s not your fault - but you should stop denying it and try to be an adult. Someone like you would never be able to understand Moby Dick in this current state of mind. You are not “a lamb being led to its slaughter”, but just a very poor victim of the American Life.