the only thing left i havent tried is to get 7k with nmagane in dota
i did that in connection with college
the only explanation is that i was born with crybaby genes but that doesnt explain how my parents and sister and rest of the family is fine
that was a year ago, i got past the depression and started doing things again
mostly i educated myself on panic attacks and started learning to control it (almost daily back then)
i don’t get them anymore, only sometimes when i’m alone and stressed
it involves the fear of dying, so nowadays i just think I’m not dying and if were to die it isn’t because of that particular feeling
mind controlling the chemical imbalances
nmagane surely would disagree
i think him and i are in agreement about the brain alchemy but im still on board with the will to power shit
turn on the boilers!
but yeah the current problem is social anxiety, it just seems to persist and i still can’t really enjoy things like before so finally i’m seeking proper help and started the SSRIs
do they even work? my ex-girlfriend used to crush and snort that shit
i havent heard of anyone who likes them but they still take them so
they dont stop you from being a freak though so im not sure waht they are supposed to do exactly
just make u able to perfmorm your societal duties i guess
they dont seem to do that either
my shrink said she didnt think they were a good idea for me since im already able to mindlessly bress buttons and lift rocks for 8 hours
so i figured, don’t believe into them much either but there was a months long queue for the therapist/psychologist so i’ll try whatever
yeahim supposed to start cognitive behavioral therapy this november lol im sure itsg onna fix me right up
they say it works, i’m so new to this stuff i have no idea what they even do
from what ive gathered from friends with experiences they just tell u to pretend it all away and listen to your whining
so long as im wasting tax dollars im happy
Good luck lol but maybe you’d be more interested in doing the fringe garbage shit like brainpaint and similar garbage